Thanks for this piece. I have had similar experiences and it's helpful to see reflection because it reminds me of my own experiences and inspires me to integrate them further. Most recently my experiences have been about accepting all of infinity, that infinite dimensions exist because Consciousness wants to experience and know itself completely, and that includes Everything. This has been hard for me because Everything includes all of the dark, infinite dimensions of suffering. So still working on that piece.
I think the loneliness is true as a reason but I also think there is boredom and curiosity. Thank you for recommending The End of Your World, I will check it out. <3
Thank you very much! I knew I can't be the only one =)
Yeah, that realization is kinda scary. Eternity is a hard thing to wrap one's head around. I just kinda hope that there is a way to express free will - to try to polarize oneself on one end of the spectrum. If you gain knowledge of evil, you naturally try to avoid it. When you gain knowledge of good, you naturally try to do it. Like an optimization process. And so the hope is that there are far more heavenly realms than hells.
Also - the hope is that we can turn this universe into such a paradise =) I know it's a fool's hope... but a man can dream, right? =)
I was not properly trained or prepared and the sheer power of the experience was overwhelming. Now I'm much better, but it took me a good part of a year to process it properly.
I agree, the path never ends. There is always more to learn, and always more to give.
Thanks for this piece. I have had similar experiences and it's helpful to see reflection because it reminds me of my own experiences and inspires me to integrate them further. Most recently my experiences have been about accepting all of infinity, that infinite dimensions exist because Consciousness wants to experience and know itself completely, and that includes Everything. This has been hard for me because Everything includes all of the dark, infinite dimensions of suffering. So still working on that piece.
I think the loneliness is true as a reason but I also think there is boredom and curiosity. Thank you for recommending The End of Your World, I will check it out. <3
Thank you very much! I knew I can't be the only one =)
Yeah, that realization is kinda scary. Eternity is a hard thing to wrap one's head around. I just kinda hope that there is a way to express free will - to try to polarize oneself on one end of the spectrum. If you gain knowledge of evil, you naturally try to avoid it. When you gain knowledge of good, you naturally try to do it. Like an optimization process. And so the hope is that there are far more heavenly realms than hells.
Also - the hope is that we can turn this universe into such a paradise =) I know it's a fool's hope... but a man can dream, right? =)
It is great to learn about your awakening. The journey within is also a never ending phenomenon but this fire is cold, it does not hurt.
Mystic Kabir of India says all people around me are burning in fire and it is raining on me!
Thank you very much!
I was not properly trained or prepared and the sheer power of the experience was overwhelming. Now I'm much better, but it took me a good part of a year to process it properly.
I agree, the path never ends. There is always more to learn, and always more to give.
With lots of best wishes. You are adding life into years, who cares about life in years!